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Sunday, November 20, 2005
I Still Want the Bust of Bubo
It has been awhile...but the only reason I am writing now is because I can not find my history book.  I am suppose to be studying for my re-take exam.  It is frustrating because I have no idea where the book is and I know I had it yesterday.  Now how am I suppose to study?  I never wanted to re-take the test in the first place.  I'm going to try to look for it again.....  nope, no luck.  grrrrrr... okay I am thinking God really doesn't want me to worry about this test- so I won't.  Prof. Scott isn't going to be too happy about this. 

With all this candy in front of me it is hard to concentrate, but moving on.  The play is over.  My car has been totalled in a car accident that was not my fault.  I am not going home for Thanksgiving, but I would like to spend it with my friend Neil so hopefully that will work out and it should be fun.  I have a ton of homework.  I saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire- that was fun.  Hope you all have a great Thanksgiving.  

Posted at 10:29 pm by LarryGirl
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Fall School Play


COME SEE ME IN THE PLAY!

SHOW TIMES: NOVEMBER 10TH @ 10:00 am
NOVEMBER 11TH & 12TH @ 7:30 pm
NOVEMBER 17TH, 18TH, & 19TH @ 7:30 pm

Tickets available @ Corban College
Students & Seniors: $7
Adults: $9


Posted at 2:54 pm by LarryGirl
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Complicated
This is because I don't want to do any homework right now...and Beka most of my off the wall titles are Homestarrunner quote related because I can't think of anything relevant or creative.  Sometimes my titles are just of songs I am listening to or the first word that pops into my head that sounds weird or funny. 

I shouldn't be blogging, I should be studying or reading or doing homework or doing something more constructive, but I left all my stuff in my car and not motivated to go out in the cold and add more junk to my already messy room. 

This weekend has been crazy.  I think it got started off with the fight in American Lit., which I will only mention very briefly.  This was a fight not solely using words including two friends of mine.  Please pray for them.  The bulk of dinner was eating with one of them to which we discussed the incedent in length.  Watched Shrek 2 in Farrar then I went to a Barn Party now I have enough candy for probably the rest of the year.  Yum...Smarties "Marzipan says to eat a lot these this year."  teehee  Saturday-wow- that was a long day.  Jake, I don't know how you do it.  Okay, let me back up.  I am particiapting in the school play this semester (another blessing for quitting my job) The Firstborn.  It is based on weight, height, friends in the play, and availability.  Never have I acted in my life, but this role requires little of that.  I am a dead child who is carried on to stage where I lie there completely still for about 2 min.  Jake has the largest role as Moses, not only did we have play practice from 8 to 2 where I spent most of the time watching and didn't even have to show up till about 10 and having myself makeuped in white, but he had to go to work and then serve at the Chivalry Dinner hosted by Doves and Eagles.  A long day it was. 

I don't have any topics to discuss because I really shouldn't be discussing topics.  I should be doing homework oh I have to go put my laundry in the dryer...now you can't say I am completely lazy.   

Posted at 5:31 pm by LarryGirl
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Friday, October 14, 2005
You're Really Ugly (But There's Nobody Cute Around)
Here I sit- alone and hungry.  I don't know if Jason is going to show up or not.  I wouldn't really have to wait if I had a working phone, but if he doesn't show up in like 15 min. I need to go get food.  But while I wait I will type.  Now lets see... I have made four new friends this semester- all guys.  Yup, um I am not a big flirt or anything but seriously-where are the fun girls?  I know you are out there!!!  Most of these guys are just fun to hang out with.  But maybe if I didn't hang out so much with guys I could actually be a serious mature woman- then again do I really have to grow up already?  And Dog-gone-it I laugh too much.  You would think the world was solely here for my amusement.  A professor today asked if I could giggle my way out of answering a pop question during a study session so now I am a little self-conscience.  Hey, Larissa is a very cheerful person and she thinks too many things in life are hilarious.  Life is awkwardly silly and funny- why not laugh at the absurdities of life?  I will as long as it isn't distracting.  

This week has been fine and a little stressful with my Teaching the Bible lesson I had to prepare at the beginning of the week.  Then a presentation for C.S. Lewis, I had that one pretty well ready to go on Tuesday.  I have been reading and reading and reading.  That is what you get for being an English major.  I enjoy it.  I just never seem to be quite fast enough. 

Okay, I have to go, I am starving.       

Posted at 8:02 pm by LarryGirl
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
Talk to Me
Whoosh.......September has just flown by with all its usual school starting and such.  I have neglected to report on pretty much everything so where to start...

School:
Taking 7 classes this term- 18 credits.  These include Teaching the Bible w/ Prof. Garland, History of Modern Europe w/ Prof. Scott, 19th Century American Literature w/ Dr. Tennant, C.S. Lewis w/ Dr. Caulkins, Lit. of the Middle Ages w/ Dr. Caulkins, Middle European Lit. w/ Dr. Caulkins, and Moreland Readings w/ Prof. Scott, Pastor Kersey, and Dr. Tim Anderson (this was a one credit class based on the below book reading and Caulkin's Lectureship). 
Admittedly I get confused because I have three courses with the title Middle or European in it as well as taking many classes in the same room and with the same Professor.  The only totally seperate class is Teaching the Bible, which by far will be my most challenging class.  I originally was taking Advanced Composition, but I am so shy- I could not very well read my writings AND teach all in one semester.  I would much RATHER read my writings but Teaching the Bible is a required class so it won out.  There is too much to say about everything that has already occured this month or else I would have to stop doing homework entirely and you readers are already bored of just reading about my classes so let me just recap some important stuff then get down to buisness. 

Recent Important Events:

I quit my job at Party Mart.  Sorry for those of you who had to find out from my blog rather than over the phone or in person, but life is crazy. 

J. P. Moreland's lectures have encouraged me beyond anything I could imagine. 

I am taking a women's Bible Study where I believe I am the youngest participant, but I need role models badly.  I love Beth Moore.  She is gifted in minitrying to women.

Currently involved in four churches: Grace Baptist Church for Sunday School and alternate Sun. Services, Bethany Baptist Church for alternate Sun. Services and women's Bible Study, Faith Baptist Church for Sun. evening services, and Bethel Baptist Church for AWANA and college group study.

A presentation was given on Edgar Alan Poe in my American Lit. class which terrified me to my very soul.

Dove Fellowship Induction Night- it was an absolute blast, but being the klutz that I am spilled sparkling cider onto a sleeping Janet's hair (oops!)

Possible reserection of Circle K? We will see.

So I think that is pretty much everything in short.  I am doing fairly well...just waiting for my loan check to come in so I don't have to live in my car and starve while trying to finish school and find a new job (anyone need a baby-sitter? but then again I would probably do that for free or just for food).  Despite the fact that I sometimes sit alone at some events, church, or lunches etc...I am not suffering.  I have come to expect that this may be the rest of my life, and I am okay with that.  Now on to give everyone some Dove Love!    

Posted at 10:41 pm by LarryGirl
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Quiet Nights of Quiet Stars
I pulled all nighter to get this review done on time, but I don't think it is too bad.

Update: Literature- Book Review on J.P. Moreland's Love Your God with All Your Mind



First and foremost, I believe, this book has a definite agenda. It is not negative in the sense that most agendas are or seem to be portrayed, but it has a precise focus aimed at educating Christians to think intellectually about their faith. Moreland calls us to use our minds because it is a muscle, which needs to be stretched. We, as Christians, are to challenge ourselves and brothers and sisters in Christ to love God with our minds; unlike what current culture is teaching, which emphasizes loving God with our emotions and with our hearts on our sleeves. We are leaving the reasoning and theological jargon to the pastor and those in seminary. This book continues to emphasis that Christians cannot abandon the search for intellect, reason, and knowledge particular about our faith and evangelism and in our daily lives.

Chapter 1 "How We Lost the Christian Mind and Why We Must Recover It"

Here Moreland begins with a brief history of how the church started a downward spiral toward anti-intellectualism. We can see in our history the emphasis on personal conversion coupled with a lack of knowledge to the whys and hows of Christian life (as long as you were converted to something you were "good to go"). Christians lacked boldness and knowledge to fight against the philosophies from Kant and Hume limiting life to the five senses of experience. Christians are not equipped to handle intellectual attacks on their faith leaving them looking helpless and weak in the academic world and modern culture.

Chapter 2 "Sketching a Biblical Portrait of the Life of the Mind"

It is here where Moreland defines our ability to reason as "all our faculties relevant to gaining knowledge and justifying our beliefs about different things"; he is not saying that reason opposes our faith and God’s revelation. God is the revealer of truths unlike the fickle deities and gods in Eastern religions. We are given three important texts from the Bible (Romans 12:1-2, Matthew 22:37-39, and I Peter 3:15), which are to emphasize how important reasoning is to God. We actually find out that God commands us to be prepared for rational arguments. Learning the value of extrabiblical knowledge helps affirm study outside the Bible and stretches our reasoning capabilities. This chapter also refutes those Christians who do not see it as their duty or even ability to really know intellectually the truths of God (the "God said it, I believe it, that settles it." mentality).

Chapter 3 "The Mind’s Role in Spiritual Transformation"

According to this chapter, Moreland explains that in a sense human beings are invisible. Sure we all have bodies, but that is not who we are. We are our soul, which is unseen and unseeable by those around us. In this chapter is mentioned five possible states of our soul- sensation, thought, belief, desire, and act of will. Moreland goes into brief detail in the meaning and how we believe, which I could not even begin or try to explain.

Chapter 4 "Harassing the Hobgoblins of the Christian Mind"

Moreland makes an emphasis on the mind as being a muscle in the sense that it needs to be challenged and worked at just as you would with any other muscle in use. He states in this chapter that, "Many people today, including many Christians, simply do not read or think deeply at all." This chapter honestly rebukes us for becoming empty and lists seven traits explaining how to recognize what has emptied us. Television seems to be the main culprit to which I whole heartily agree but I think we should add video games in too. Christians get some practical and advice and tips on how to keep ourselves from becoming empty. Now we are aware of the thieves of the Christian mind according to Moreland- Inferiority, pride, and keeping a sense of control.

Chapter 5 "Clearing the Cobwebs from My Mental Attic"

To develop a well-ordered soul one does not concentrate solely on reading books, but on skillfully living out the truths and virtues we have learned. This chapter contains a simple logic lesson and how to recognize basic fallacies in many arguments today.

Chapter 6 "Evangelism and the Christian Mind"

Christian buzzwords and rote learning have become a norm for our forms of evangelism. We need to bring apologetics back to our evangelism plan because it is an absolutely essential ingredient. Also keeping in mind that there is a place for the simple gospel message, which addresses people’s felt needs, should not be overlooked. If we can spend hours upon hours learning a new hobby, playing video games, and watching television then surely we can make the same effort to work at evangelism and apologetics, which have eternal value.

Chapter 7 "Apologetic Reasoning and the Christian Mind"

Moreland shows us some realistic examples of three difficult issues held by those Christians are called to witness to. These include skepticism, scientism, and moral relativism. Moreland has a personal example to follow each issue, which is very helpful. The skeptics address the world often without realizing that his or her logic is circular. Those who hold the view of scientism, whether weak or strong, say you can not know anything outside of provable scientific methods and testing.

Chapter 8 "Worship, Fellowship, and the Christian Mind"

Seeking to answer the question what is worship? This chapter lays out what worship should be and look like with a few personal side notes from the author. He states, "Worship should never be reduced to an act of intellect—it involves all that we are—but the intellect is more central to worship then we often realize." There is definitely a difference between corporate worship and individual worship. Moreland uses the parallel between marriage and worship, which explains so much about our "Sunday Christian’s" adulterous-like behavior. The author cites Aristotle on the idea of friendship and emphasizes fellowship.

Chapter 9 "Vocation and an Integrated Christian Worldview"

For those who are in a vocational field full of moral challenges, this chapter helps encourage integration of faith into the workplace. Technically all Christians are in a vocational field with moral challenges because our vocation is different from our jobs. Our vocation is our calling and our job is what brings income. All Christians are called to be witness.

 

 

Chapter 10 "Recapturing the Intellectual Life in the Church"

I think this quote best explains this chapter- "We are in a war for the hearts, minds, and destinies of men and women all around us." The church is one such battleground in this war. Moreland has interesting views on what he would like to see has the norm for church dynamics.

Personal Reflection

Conviction can sometimes overwhelmingly turn into guilt. I know that was not the intention of J.P. Moreland, but as I progressed in reading this book those were some of my feelings. I was convicted to live a more intellectually sound life toward God and my faith, but guilty for all the times I have failed to do so. But honesty is the best policy so now that I recognize the problem I can work on improvement in this area. I agreed with the bulk of everything discussed in the book except for Moreland’s view on church dynamics or rather the reality of implementing such a dynamic discussed in the last chapter of this book. Overall this book strengthened me and encouraged me to continue striving for knowledge.

I come from a family with very little intellectual background. As a strong devoted 15 year old Christian, I have been challenged minimally in the church and even less so as a home schooled youth. Most of my learning consisted of buzzwords and maybe a little bit of history to back it up. I wouldn’t say that my family doesn’t appreciate learning, but they definitely don’t support the intellectual and vocational goals as much as they do the feel good and get a stable job mentality. Just as Moreland stated on why parents explain college is important, "This parallels a trend in the same students toward valuing a good job more than developing a meaningful philosophy on life." Reading Love Your God with All Your Mind as positively affirmed all the personal goals I have tried to set for myself over the past few years with or without the support from others.

This book as affirmed what all my college professors have been teaching this whole time, specifically those who taught me Christian ethics, philosophy, and logic. The appreciation I have for the study of humanities was great before I read this book and now they are even more so. I am blessed to have God lead me to Western Baptist (now Corban) College where every day my worldview is reinforced with new knowledge and the professors stretch me to "strengthen and develop my faith" as Moreland argues a Christian college should do.

Personally I have struggled with many thoughts about God, reality, free will and some aspects of creation and our sexual nature, and I have basically dumbed it down to the well-I-guess-we-just- CAN’T-know-everything mentality. But reading this book and specifically seeing that Colossians 2:8 has been distorted to me and that such verses as Matthew 11:27, Luke 10:22, and I Corinthians 2:7 can’t be used as a crutch because I need to "be ready to give a defense to EVERYONE who asks you [me] a reason for the hope that is in you [me], with meekness and fear (I Peter 3:15)."

The most meaningful and useful chapter to me was "Harassing the Goblins of the Mind". I saw many parallels to Fahrenheit 451 and it woke me up immediately to see how far culture has come to believing the reality of TV so much so that we are numbed. We have virtually become that fictional society in Bradbury’s book where we don’t read and if we do it is all Reader’s Digest versions. Many people have come to view knowledge as dangerous and only for those who wish to be superior and egotistic. Christian should never believe this lie. This chapter opened up my personal fear and my struggle as stated so eloquently by Moreland- "Defensiveness and a false sense of pride can arise to protect one from feeling embarrassed about not knowing something. Intellectual embarrassment is one of the worst forms of humiliation—no one wants to come off as stupid or uninformed." Now I know I don’t have to be so afraid or let the thief of pride and insecurity steal my Christian mind.

It was a definite eye opener to see Aristotle quoted on friendship. This will now help me determine a more solid group of friends in the future who will be "formed around a common vision of virtue and the good life, and [friendship] serve to sustain, foster, and strengthen [each friend] me in his or her commitment and progress in a life well lived." I am now motivated not to settle for mediocre relationships and conversations. I am ready for challenges and intellectual stimulation.

We do not ALL have the time, the energy, nor the resources to become intellectual super giants for God (and to get paid for it on top of that!), although that should not be an excuse. But speaking realistically about Moreland’s ideal church dynamic would take a lot of what I referred to above not to mention money. Maybe in the whole scheme of things this is what we should be praying for within the Christian community. Personally it is hard for me to see this dynamic working effectively without people having to take a lot of time off work and/or possibly sacrificing essential things in life (like eating and sleeping). In our current unstable economy and alertness to terrorism, at this time in history, specifically for Americans it makes working towards this type of church almost worthless and dangerous to some. But I don’t think it is an impossible or lofty goal just a little unrealistic and hard to grasp.

Lastly, I will leave you with a question asked by J.P. Moreland, "What would it look like for a church, a parent, a teen, or any individual disciple to try to nurture an intellectual love for God in himself and others?" Ever since I have read this question I have been trying to answer it and I think it would look like a more stable and stimulating future. Christians would be bold. The church would be a faithful bride and an open forum for debate and sharing testimonies. Families would spend more time talking and less time watching television. Christians would tear down their pride and share their intellectual freedom especially to non-Christians.


Posted at 6:14 am by LarryGirl
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
The Things I Want to Hear (Pretty Words)
My eyes are burning up...no idea why.  Alright- I am worried.  Maybe I shouldn't be and I have heard that worrying is a sin, but never the less I am worried.  Mostly right now I am worried about having enough to eat, which corresponds with not having enough money to buy the food.  My boss has already put on my school schedule which means I am only working 15 hours a week.  I have tried to scrape a few hours off my coworkers, which I have successfuly added about 10 more hours, and let's not forget about paying for rent.  Yes, I live paycheck to paycheck right now.  No, my parents are not around to help me.  Not that they don't help me, but they live far away and I am too scared, too prideful to ask for help at least till the end of the month.  And with gas prices soaring at the highest of high prices, things are not looking good for the your friendly little LarryGirl.  I am not looking for hand outs or anything, I have pretty cheerful outlook on life, but I definately would like prayer- lots of prayer.  Prayer for my loans to go through.  Prayer for maybe a new job with more benefits and higher pay.  Prayer that I will live through the rest of summer without dropping 20 pounds or extreme loss of energy.  I have literally spent moments begging God for anything...constantly singing "Great is Thy Faithfulness"...and sometimes I cry. 

Well that was very depressing, but I am doing alright for now.  I didn't mean to bring my readers down or anything.  I hope you all are doing great.  Personally, I can't wait for school to start.  It has been a some what quick but boring summer.       

Posted at 10:47 pm by LarryGirl
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Monday, August 15, 2005
The Hat
Ok, this entery has absolutely nothing to do with a hat or anything hat related, but I couldn't think of a title.  But seriously I know it has been a little while, but I have been working on a very important and long post.  So if it interests you at all, update in friends section:

AMANDA AND CHAD'S WEDDING
May 21, 2005

This was a wonderful day not only for Amanda and Chad, but for myself as well.  I have known Amanda and Chad since I have started my education at Western Baptist College (2001).  They have been my closest friends.  I even consider Amanda to be my best friend.  I was extremely honored and happy to be a part of their special day.  I met Chad in my freshman college writing class.  He was as sarcastic as ever, but I thought he was fairly nice until he threatened to kill me and smash my camera the day I tried to take his picture.  I don't really remember "meeting" Amanda.  We had Bible Study Methods class together, but didn't really connect the fact that she was dating Chad until a birthday was held for our friend Tim.  That was when I realized they were both in my Old Testament Survey class as well.     

~Therefore a man leaves his father and his mother and clings to his wife, and they become one flesh.~

Chad and Amanda's Wedding Day



 We became fairly quick friends through many a night hanging out in the Farrar lobby.  I spent an extremely meaningful night with Amanda while her roommate was gone.  Both of us stayed up late into the night while we poured out our struggles and temptations.  When I was afraid I would be without a roommate for the following year it was easy to see that we should live together.  Amanda and I lived together in Aagard.  It was an amazing and growing year as I switched fellowships and had found a boyfriend at the time. 

Front: Justin, Amanda, Trevis
Back: Thomas, Jason, Mike, Ryan

 


Top: Sarah, Me (Larissa), Candace, Carolyn
Front: Julie, Amanda, Milly 

Amanda let me pour out my heart on struggles with switching my major.  I spent a few late nights with her in the hospital.  Me, trying to ignore the phone calls to Chad which would last for hours and hours into the night (there was this whole issue with the hat at one time).  There were many midnight excursions to Shari's, Dunkin' Donuts, and Winco.  We prayed together, cried together, and of course laughed our butts off.  She was always there to encourage me and will not let the underwear story rest.  We had a semester that challenged our friendship during a time of both of us struggling personally and going in different directions, but this was all in God's timing.  We were summer roommates the following year and for the fall semester of 2004.  It rebuilt some broken trust and brought us back together.


Front: Beka, Katrina
Middle: Milly, Chad, Julie, Larissa
Back: Sarah, Candace, Carolyn


 


     Top: Trevis, Jason 
Front: Justin, Thomas, Chad, Mike, Ryan


Chad has always been like a big brother that I never had.  There were a few strange times when he thought I didn't like him and that I thought he didn't like me, but these were all just misreadings of each others reactions.  He listened to my break up problems.  Chad is undoubtly very good at reading people and with me it was no exception.  He can almost always tell I have something on my mind and he can usually drag it out of me, too.  Both Amanda and Chad have been continual matchmakers for me in sorts.  They cheered endlessly of bringing Chris and I together, but sadly it was not to be.  I held no grudges though it was a battle.  Them introducing me to Thomas on the other hand...well we haven't seen too much from that just yet.  Both of them have threatened or rather convinced me that one of these days I will go shooting with the two of them, but this has yet to take place.


   Me, Amanda, & Chad

The making of this day technically started the day before the wedding.  Calling all bridesmaids for emotional and even physical support.  I showed up midday ready to be put to work.  But I never did much more than be a crying shoulder during a few hard times during the day while Chad's mom and Jodi put everything together.  I started the day meeting new people.  I had previously threatened Mike's life after only five minutes after meeting him.  Ryan, I had met previously on a visit he made.  Justin, Chad's brother, I had met on a visit to Washington through a terrible wake up call.  I met Candace, Amanda's sister, and her maid of honor, Julie.  And Jason and Jodi were also new people I met, they were cute.  Then I met Thomas.



CHAD & THOMAS, the bestman






     CHAD, AMANDA, & THOMAS

It is important to note that I met Thomas because we ended up spending quite a bit of time together.  For rehersal lunch, we all went to Arby's.  I was the first car to head out.  Thomas came sprinting up to my car while we parked at a light just to ask if I was headed to Arby's.  It very well scared me.  Stacy showed up around this time at the restaurant- also for general support.  We helped put the couple into generally good spirits through a happy yet stressful time.  It began to pour rain like crazy.  I had parked rather far away and I was teased to the never end from all the guys about me trying to roll up the bottom of my jeans so as not to get wet.  At the church I gave Stacy her birthday present- some chocolate turtles and cute cat and ducky pictures.  Because Stacy decided to share her chocolates this began a running joke about trying to get me to eat- everything, started by no one other than Thomas.  It continued to eating the decorative mints, donuts, cake, and pizza.  Some where in there was a quick flash from Chad of his hairy stomach and chest (um.. and .... nipples- there I typed it).

           Virginia, Chad, Amanda, and George

The rehersal itself went well and smoothly although I did have to fight with Mike (my aisle "buddy") and his lack of grace.  I had to remind him to walk much slower not just because this is a wedding but because I am short- I most definately will be taking smaller steps then one may expect.  So we stood on the tape marks, ran through power point, and timed the music- it was great fun.  Rehersal dinner was at Pietro's Pizza.  I was honestly unsure where to sit because of the mixture of who was present.  There were two long tables that had been reserved for the party.  Chad's family and the groom's men plus their dates (Sarah and Jason who were more of the Washington friends)  sat at one table.  Amanda's family and the bride's maids plus their dates sat at the other table.  I joined the bride's maids table at the very end with my back to Thomas.  We both had a great time trying to "join" the tables in conversation (extroverts vrs. introverts) and making faces at the children through the glass.  He dished out some dirt on everyone from Washington and quoted the complete Guitar Strong Bad e-mail.  I finally got around to eating some cake but not any pizza.  I earned the joking nickname "thunder thighs" because I wasn't eating enough to even get fat thanks to Amanda and George.  The happy couple mingeled and as far as I know had fun especially with the boys- Robert and Elijah.




Elijah (Justin's son) and Robert (Candace's son), the nephews


Although I had made plans later that night to see Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, I still had an hour or so to hang out with the everyone.  It ended up being a little show put on by Robert with me as a side act.  Both of us rolled around on the carpet making silly faces at each other and played with play dough.  We let Thomas and Katrina play with us, too.  Amanda and Chad watched us in a humorous situation.  I had also aparantly tried to sneak into the "bachelor party" when all I needed was to use the restroom.  I wished I could have stayed, but had plans as I had mentioned.  Thomas tried to convince me to cancel.  Needless to say it ended up being a fairly late night for myself and probably for most of us. 

  Justin, Thomas, Trevis, Ryan, Jason, Mike, Chad

THE BIG DAY

I was surprised with that extra bit of energy produced from pure excitment.  Never expecting to be the complete girly girl, but loving to be prepared I brought-  a curling iron, bobby pins, make up, hair spray, ribbons and lots more bobby pins.  I even ended up being the first one at the church.  There was going to be a lot of girly preparation especially with my long, thick hair needed to be braided, pinned, and decorated.  I even got to do Julie's hair.  No one has ever let me do their hair before.  The bride looked as gorgeous as she always does and the groom was sharp, and we all headed off to pictures at the typical half hour late time. 



     








































Wedding photos are a pretty big deal, obvisously it being one of the biggest events in your life, but they can be a little excruciating.  It is hard to deal with so many people at once, posing, and all being visible to the photographer.  I handled it pretty well.  I don't mind posing for pictures, but I have exceptionally narrow almond shaped eyes causing me to look very squinty when I smile so just keep my face relaxed and not get anxious.  Chad and Amanda kept their wits about them through most of the time.  They rolled things along quite nicely with a little bit of humor and some food.  The humor mostly came from Mike, Thomas, and Ryan.  They decided to make random bets.  Bets on if Chad would go through with the wedding and they bet on me "Good Game(ing)" Chad's grandfather and I would get even more money if it were caught on tape or camera.  Let's just say I thought about it, but, no, I did not do it.  There were just not enough oppurtunities.  I should also note that all the bridemaids were all barefoot and were to remain barefoot throughout the ceremony.  I had no problem with this, but being a little on the accident prone side I stepped into an open electical socket box scratching up my foot.  It wasn't bad but it could have been.  Also being on the constaintly cold side my feet were fairly cold.  Chad's grandmother noticed this and insisted that Thomas do something about it.  That came out of no where as if he could do anything about it any way.  It was around this time that I realized  I had accidentally forgotten to pick up the balloon order I had placed the day before.  Thomas kindly took care of that for me while bridesmaids pictures continued.  Soon it would be time for the ceremony.

  GRIMES WEDDING PARTY

 Front on the floor: Bekah (Candlelighter), Milly, Larissa (Me), Trevis, Justin, Elijah
Left to Right on stairs: Robert, Candace, Katrina (Candlelighter), Sarah, Carolyn, Julie,
Amanda, Chad, Tyler (Ringbearer), Thomas, Jason, Mike, & Ryan


Chad and Thomas



Amanda- the beautiful Bride


THE CEREMONY
Bridesmaids also acting on behalf of flower girls, we were informed to toss our lavendar petals down the aisle right before the start of the ceremony.  We all lined up in respective order.  I remember feeling so excited and being extrememly happy for both Chad and Amanda.  This had been a long day in coming for almost all of us.  I actually didn't cry.  I never felt like I was loosing friends, in fact it was quite the opposite.  At that moment I realized what an amazingly fun time I had and even gained friends, which I could never have imagined.  Amanda looked emotional but so ready to get married to her man.  Chad looked confident, proud of his woman, and so comfortable with all his friends from Washington and his parents cheering him on.  Admittedly, I paid very little attention to the actual ceremony as I was looking at all the people in attendance and periodically glancing at Thomas.  I remember the slide show coming up without any pictures of Mike- that caused rippling laughter while Mike shrugged his shoulders with a grin on his face (we have yet to discover if a picture was ever taken of Mike and I coming down the aisle).  The vows were said with strength and determination, the music played, I smiled, and then we were pretty much done with that.
 



RECEPTION

As we made our way to the reception I was the basic social butterfly saying hi to all the people from school and loving to see so many people I loved in the same room at the same time.  I never ate any cake.  I did very little eating period (that is what ultra excitement tends to do to me).  The toasts were short and sweet.  Thomas did his little speech with a water bottle in hand.  Although he said that all the stories he had about Chad and Amanda were apparantly too embarrassing, he said some encouraging words and we won't mention his own little embarrassing moment.  George also did a toast.  The floor was open and I was so close to going up, but the silence didn't last long enough for me to gather my thoughts plus I am not entirely sure that this was planned.    

 

Chad & George


Thomas' Water Bottle Toast


BOUQUET TOSS

The time at the reception was rather short, but this I remember quite vividly- the bouquet toss.  Now I had purposely wanted to and schemed that I was going to be taking pictures.  I think the bouquet toss is a very cute, fun, but a little overrated tradition so if I could hide from it I was going to.  I was standing on the far side of the group of girls for less than 10 seconds with my camera positioned when I was spotted as not being "in the group".  I was very literally dragged in with my hands held high by my friends- Stacy and Katrina.  Okay, I am not mad or bitter nor was I trying to attract attention to myself in any way, but I thank God that Amanda didn't actually throw a bouquet but rather let many flowers scatter.

       

I am the overly, enthusastic looking one in the center- you can clearly see Stacy forcing my hands up.



GARTER TOSS

I think the picture for the garter toss pretty much explains everything.  It wasn't so much of a toss as it was a pegging as much as someone can peg a garter at someone.  The picture itself is hilarious.  Thomas "caught" the garter although Chad claims he was not aiming at anyone in particular. 


Right before the send off Thomas and I teamed off as the helpers for organizing presents.  I wrote down the gifts and who gave them while Thomas in turn gave them to Chad and Amanda to be opened.  It was a rather successful team even though things started speeding up rather quickly to get the show on the road.

THE SEND OFF

We sent the happy couple off with bubbles blowing in wind and cheering.  All around it was a great wedding.  It ran smoothly with very few problems and I personnally had more fun than I had counted on.  I even got to see the Grimes after the send off, which is rare.  They opened up cards and took a short nap while the rest of us had cleaned the church.  When I saw them I just smiled and said something like- "I am so happy for you two.  Have a great time.  I gotta go...."  The rest of the day is an unforgettable memory, which doesn't fit in this story but lets just say I now have the garter.   

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Saturday, August 06, 2005
When will these things be?
I love going to the coffee house.  It is such a great place to just cool down as the summer days continue.  I can sit with a book, drink a Frappichino (since I can still drink caffeine, sorry to the rest of you that can't), and talk to and observe random persons.  I love listening in on different conversations.  I love talking about myself.  I had such an opportunity today with the older man who works there.  It was pleasant to express the love for my Western Baptist College and how much I love being involved in the English and Humanities department.  A time all my own. 

    

I cannot live without my life...I cannot live without my soul...my heart breaks a little every day.


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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Poetry and Myself
It has been a dull week, but it is all really my fault so I can't really complain.  Yesterday I descided to join the poetry club at school aka Stinky Bagels.  Here are some poems I produced from my first attandence. 

~PINK~


my spring time bed spread
complete with dust ruffle

a maiden's blushing cheeks

the Princess lego set I got for Christmas

rose buds of promise

a seven year old little girl's
birthday party streamers

the skin of a new born baby


make up kits from Mary Kay

the color of the animal I call him
after an argument

a Barbie box

Raw Meat

the hand made cover for my Precious Moments Bible

a setting sun's last rays


 

My Boss

DUST covered counter tops
He WAGS a finger at my face
And the FRAME of the shelf
Stares back ignorant of its own existance
But I will NOT say a WORD
Down on my knees
Let the tears come if they must
Wait till my friends at the CAFE
Hear this one

So the first poem is a study in color.  One column is suppose to have a different feel or temperature than the other.  I will let you guess what two themes I came up with.  The second poem was produced from the captialized words we just spouted off.  Any way, it was fun even though I am a childish poet.  I still haven't successfully "killed the angel in the house" although I have injured her plenty of times. 

 


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